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Friday, October 11, 2013

Signal # 8

Santi was in town and so were the amigas in my kitchen!!!

It was Storm signal number 2 last Friday (Oct. 10) here in Bulacan. My house seemed Signal number 6!
I have a feeling that I will get outbursts of violent reactions after this post. Bwahahaha!!!

It was a bit planned that we will meet today, but since classes were suspended, the plan became a "must go" luncheon date that extended until dinner.

As usual, the loud laughs roared the kitchen area. Add the giggling voices of the kids around.
Just imagine how chaotic my kitchen was thenwhole they were here.

The best part is, each have foods for everyone. Menu for the day is:

For Lunch: Kare-kare, Lengua, Menudo,Adobong Pusit, Baliwag Chicharon.
For Snacks: Puto bungbong, spanish bread, ensaymada, pan de coco.
For Dinner: Chickenjoy for the kids, Bonchon, Beef Bulgogi, Kimchi, Menudo and the kid's leftovers for the adults. Hehehe!
On the sides: Lanzones, Mangosteen, Coke, Avocado tea, a bag of chips.

     The girls present are Laurice Ann - (our hiya kuno and makeover model contestant), Maritess - (the umayos ka/versions queen), Michelle - (the on and off absentee/skype queen), Winona - (the kadirt expression queen/balat sibuyas) and Mary Joy - (the high pitched/high blood facial queen). Together with all of their kids, we spent the whole afternoon until dinner - eating, playing (each one's ipad games) ,chatting and planning all of our coming "lakads" specially now that we are counting the days before Mitch finally leaves for Canada. 

      Absent today are - Renalyn (the original butangera pack up queen - the loudest of them all) was absent because she needs to be with her hubby and to finish her chores. Josefina (the high heeled boots 2nd butangera queen) was out somewhere in Manila with her relatives. It was a good thing that I was able to force Winona to get out of her house despite her severe colds. (she only takes chewable vit.c's coz she is scared of taking tablets and capsules). 

      The ladies busied themselves with their games and their several storiesy, mostly about them. (So those not around us need not worry, because we don't talk about you - except for Renalyn and Josefina. Hahahaha!!!!) We are all "madaldal". We are all "mababaw". We are all "matakaw". So a rainy day is a good pig out day.

     This friendship was unexpected and at the same unique. This is just a baby relationship that's just starting to grow. It will still go through a lotof test before it proves its strenght. At least for now, it is showing a lot of maturity, willingness, dedication and most importantly love and care - to prove not only its strenght but also its worth. 

     I believe that the most valuable idea here is that no matter when and where we will meet the people in our lives... People who eventually will become special. special like - sometimes annoying, and sometimes funny and sometimes lovable, and sometimes dramatic, sometimes sensitive, sometimes densed. Also special - like they become your critics, the mega pintaseras,  your advisers, your "ka-asaran", your "kaaway", your "kaiyakan", your "kakampi", your "taga-away". Hahaha!!! They become a reflection of what you like, they change you... Hopefully for the better always. They can also become a fearful  chapter... A fear that you will leave each other behind, most specially if that happens so soon.

But for now... Just let the good times roll. And we better keep'em rolling. This is just a start of something good. 

Oh well!

just saying...

well well well
bitches fold and angels get mad...
i have no idea that G-O-D was listening when i was crying and touched someone's common sense!!!
there are things that you know when you're right. you just know it.
and when you are wrong... you just accept it.
maybe not immediately, but sooner or later.. it will pop up in your head and makes you think twice.

still, truth is i am a winner.
i made my point and i have stood silently crying my sweet victoy.

she folds... i spoke.

i want to be mad because it took her days to realize how much she hurt one person... one team.
but still, i thank the heavens for giving me a reason to smile now...
Losing one and gaining seven more is the sweetest reward of fighting for the truth of my dignity.

she knew i hated her... she felt it, she deserved it, she got what's needed to be done.
i hope, since it has ended, lessons will be learned. new foundations could be built.

after all... i dont have plans on seeing her for the next years of my life...

.........just bitchin but loving.....

Thursday, October 10, 2013


People always say not to lose hope. That tomorrow is a brighter day. The sun will come out tomorrow. For every storm, comes the rainbow. There's always a silver lining behind every dark clouds. And yes, tomorrow is another day.

I just hope that my tomorrow is brighter and better. And I wish all of my tomorrows would be just the same. But they say, tomorrow is another day? What if is there is one day you want to just last and stay the same? And what if we just want to rush to all of our better days ahead?

For now, i'm leaving my tomorrows alone. Because I need to change my present.


I have never been truly happy in the past six years of my life. Unfortunately, I am denying myself the harsh truth of doing the right thing that I am supposed to do. Well, I guess it always starts there - denial! Sometimes I ask myself, why am I really still here.

Last night, I got the call that I was trying to hide my self from. Finally, I got the perfect message (sarcastically), that all that I was hoping, expecting and praying for will never happen. It finally came out in the open. It was so hard to accept the truth, but at least, I heard it already and it was so clear enough that it passed through my ears easily and it traveled fast to my heart and brain.

I don't know what to do. It was all like in the movies that everything is flashing back in my memories - in my passive brain that is! I can see scenarios that happened before, I can hear in my thoughts past conversations. It is as if I'm watching my own movie.

And it finally dawned on me - I am hopeless. I need to do something. I must do something to end my own misery. Even if it starts in creating another misery.

You see, first, I lost one good business. Second, I might be losing one thing that was lost already - I just didn't know.

I want to start anew. First priority: Love God above all. (sorry for the delay, my dear Lord) Second: Love thy self! Third: Use mind not heart! Fourth: Conquer my own world. Fifth: Make them live in regrets! (lol)


     Well hello there... It's been a year since I blogged!! I'm actually a bit clueless of where I am suppose to start. A number of milestones have began in my life. To name a few, the business-minded in me has never been this alive. The motherhood mode is now officially 24/7, my little girl Nea is now turning to a fine dalagita. (Sighed) whew! 😭😩...  My circus-adapted love story with My original Jose is still in the running show.  Still inlove, still holding on, still smiling. 👍👎👌💏💑💛💙💜 (My other Jose - Cuervo that is, has been in the back seat for quite a long time now. I'm actually missing him now. I should plan a reunion with him soon) My social-less life turned on this year though. Gained new friends. Hopefully they are matured enough to handle the maldita in me. 💋😉😍

     So to speak, I honestly believe that the balls are rolling now towards my court! I'm finally feeling I'm back in the race even if the finish line is still distant. At least, I'm getting back in my game. It actually feels good... To take control...to take it back. To come back... To be back! I'm now getting back to my better future - my better self. 

Oh well, Time flies... I'm feeling a lot of ideas that I want to write.. Places I've been, new discoveries, new people, new foods, Bad experiences, haters and lovers, travels, health,  ooohhh I can't stop... I have a lot.. Will finally edit them out in my mind first, I have so much to say, I might just mix all of them.. I'll just gather first my thoughts - again, and write them well and see how I can share them well with the world.

Meanwhile... This is me. A blooming flower again.

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