tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63108097183803112472024-03-14T01:01:25.019+08:00Diary of a MalditaDiary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comBlogger75125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-80052920502284151612022-02-19T16:25:00.003+08:002022-02-19T16:25:38.563+08:00Piece Of Peace - Again.<p> Everyone wants a piece of something,</p><p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;"><o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Everyone wishes for everything.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">A lot gets nothing. Some gets everything<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">All are just a piece of things.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">It is when you are at your lowest that you see clearer. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">It is when you are hurt that you feel deeper. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">As if all these are eye-openers. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Wishing all will be better<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;"><o:p> </o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">A point comes when you just want to turn your back. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">No looking back. No stepping back. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Forward you go. Moving on you say.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">No more chances as they say! You suddenly stop. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">No matter how hard you try to do good. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Once you fail - all else fails. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Goodness is never good. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Badness is immortal. That is what they only see. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;"><o:p> </o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;"><o:p> </o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Decisions are never made when you are mad. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Leave it as it is. Let it fade. Let it pass. Let it
slide. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">You never forgive and forget. You never forget and just
forgive. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Maybe It doesn’t happen if they are not together. Maybe
it does. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Time may run. It may pass. But tomorrow is another day. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">One day you wake up. You have made your mind. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">On your own. You decide. You stand.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">By this time, you are unbreakable. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">What is only left is your piece of Peace. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;"><o:p> </o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Beware. For the strongest and fiercest are the Scarred
women. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">It may be a pain from career, family, or the least is
from men. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">Once the heart is bruised. That is venomous. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">It poisons her so well. It doesn’t blind her. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">It opens her eyes. It clears her mind. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">It opens her heart. Then she starts her rage. <o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">You wouldn’t know it. It is happening and once you knew,<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">You’d only wish for a piece of peace.<o:p></o:p></p>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-14212679418038853112022-02-19T16:23:00.002+08:002022-02-19T16:23:38.995+08:00Alone but Happy!<p>ARE U HAPPY? DID ANYONE ASK YOU THAT ALREADY?</p><p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">ARE U HAPPY? DID YOU ASK YOURSELF THAT QUESTIONS ALREADY?<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">ONLY YOU KNOWS THE REAL ANSWER TO THOSE QUESTIONS.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">ONLY YOU KNOWS THE HONESTY IN THAT CONFUSION.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">YOU CAN LIE TO THEM BUT NOT TO YOURSELF.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">YOU CAN PRETEND TO THEM, BUT NOT TO YOURSELF.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY, THEY CAN HEAR MY LAUGH<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">BUT THEY DO NOT KNOW IT WAS ALL A BLUFF.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">FRIENDS, THEY SAY I BLOOM.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">NOT KNOWING INSIDE I WAS IN A DOOM.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">BUT YOU SEE, WE ALL GET IN THIS STAGE<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal">IN LIFE, IT WAS AS IF, IT<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>IS OUR PASSAGE.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><o:p> </o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">EACH WAKING DAY IS A GIFT, NOT A CHOICE.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">BUT BEING HAPPY IS GIFT TO YOURSELF. YOUR <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>CHOICE.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">ONE DAY YOU DECIDE, NO TURNING BACK.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">YOU ARE GETTING YOUR LIFE BACK.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">YOU DECIDE TO SMILE, THAT THEY CAN SEE EVEN FROM A MILE.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">YOU DECIDE TO LOVE YOURSELF MORE & THIS TIME, THIS IS NOT FOR A
WHILE.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><o:p> </o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">YOU ARE HAPPY FOR YOU, NOT BECAUSE OF ANYONE.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">YOU CELEBRATE YOU, YOU CARE FOR YOU, AND YOU DON’T NEED
ANYONE.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">LIKE A FREE BIRD THAT SOARS, LIKE A TIGER THAT ROARS.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">ALL THAT CONFIDENCE AND JOY, NOW YOU WORE.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">LIKE A RAY OF SUNSHINE, YOU SHINE BRIGHT, YOU FEEL
LIGHT.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">RELATIONSHIP STATUS WON’T BOTHER YOU, LIKE, DOES IT
MATTER?<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;"><o:p> </o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">THIS TIME, YOU ARE UNSTOPPABLE, YOU ARE NOW CAPABLE.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">THIS WOMAN IS NOW READY AND WINK OF STABILIOTY IS UNESCAPBLE.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">SHE DESIRE TO INSPIRE AND SHARE HER DISCOVERY…<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">THIS TIME, SHE TELLS HERSELF, I MAY BE ALONE, BUT HEY,
IT WONT MAKE ME FEEL CRAPPY.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">NOW, I DECIDE TO THAT MY WORLD IS COLORFUL BECAUSE OF
ME.<o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm; tab-stops: 49.6pt;">I AM A BRAND NEW ME AND I SIMPLY CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY –
FOR ME.<o:p></o:p></p>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-9560524596050029312021-10-27T02:07:00.005+08:002021-10-27T02:10:28.798+08:00BEAUTIFUL DISASTER<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-iNVRLMI5tDQ/YXhEaB9E4mI/AAAAAAAAFOM/Pcv0X6uNseI37D_nlaLCvOXIAyzTQsadACLcBGAsYHQ/image.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><img data-original-height="236" data-original-width="468" height="322" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-iNVRLMI5tDQ/YXhEaB9E4mI/AAAAAAAAFOM/Pcv0X6uNseI37D_nlaLCvOXIAyzTQsadACLcBGAsYHQ/w640-h322/image.png" width="640" /></b></span></a></div><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span><div><br /></div>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-32802957705297742542021-10-26T23:30:00.003+08:002021-10-26T23:30:41.872+08:00MY RIGHT KIND OF WRONG<div style="text-align: left;"><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-fVYWIAZ0IJw/YXge9tG_wPI/AAAAAAAAFOE/ZmmEOqlVNFcQ-UPcpwd_AXloHQkdQexBgCLcBGAsYHQ/image.png" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><img data-original-height="263" data-original-width="468" height="360" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-fVYWIAZ0IJw/YXge9tG_wPI/AAAAAAAAFOE/ZmmEOqlVNFcQ-UPcpwd_AXloHQkdQexBgCLcBGAsYHQ/w640-h360/image.png" width="640" /></span></a></div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p></div><p><br /></p>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-14434757787795354412021-08-16T11:36:00.001+08:002021-08-16T11:36:42.008+08:00I SURVIVED<div>I SURVIVED.</div><div>Warning. ‼️Long post. Allow me. </div><div><br></div><div>This is a survivor post. 🤣❤️🩹 Life is truly short. 💗</div><div><br></div><div>One of my ultimate karaoke song is I will survive! </div><div><br></div><div>“At first I was afraid, I was petrified…”</div><div><br></div><div>The past 20 days of questioning wether u will wake up tomorrow while gasping for air and depending on that two tiny holes of a hose in your nostrils if you can can breathe on your next morning will make you realize your worth and the worth of all those around you. I have learned to filter and refilter people and situations in my 42 years of life in that mere 19 days! I have assessed my life more crucially more than I have in the past years, way so much deeper than I have analyzed answers to which came first, the chicken or the egg! </div><div><br></div><div>Covid is real is a cliche. For an Atrial Fibrilation paitient like me, my heart beats up to 200 in any moment. Covid is a silent gun killer. </div><div><br></div><div>I’m pushing my neck to as if clear my throat to give way for air. My body aches like I probably fought with Pacquiao. My headaches are heavier than a migraine 3x the pain. And all others, coughs and colds. But NO FEVER. </div><div><br></div><div>Im super blessed to have 2 doctors in the family. Dr. Clarissa Samson Cortez and Dr. Gabriela Montoya Sandoval - they both managed me so well and with lots of care - my only request was no Hospitalization. </div><div><br></div><div>I told my brothers Patrick JP Samson and Jerome Samson that if I ever needed care and machine pls no hospital. And Ive said I love yous to both of them more than ever. They are my twin towers. My pillars. </div><div>Thankfully I did not reach that point. Nabuhay ng hindi umabot sa remdisivir. </div><div><br></div><div>Thousand milligrams of a lot of antibiotics and medicines. Gallons of water, fruits and a lot of steam and among others were my military pack a day. My prayer warriors were good - malakas sila kay Lord. </div><div><br></div><div>Each time, I call on to my Daddy. </div><div>Dad, ok naman na si Nea. Tara na. And each morning, I knew, ayaw ako isama ng Daddy ko. Hehe! He fought for me too, I guess. </div><div>So… each day, instead of asking Daddy to get me, I just said, e daddy kung ayaw mo, pauwiin mo na ko sa kabilang bahay. And so he did. </div><div>Like he always does - Bring me home. </div><div><br></div><div>“And I grew strong</div><div>And I learned how to get along…”</div><div>Did you think I'd crumble?</div><div>Did you think I'd lay down and die?”</div><div><br></div><div>And everyday in your 4 walls, totoo pala yung nerbyos ang papatay sayo? I was taking melatonin even at 1 pm just to sleep. Then another when I wake up again. I know it was wrong. But I needed sleep to keep my sanity. </div><div><br></div><div>You come to your brewing point! You melt. Breakdown and cry. And repeat. </div><div><br></div><div>I have realized some points in my life either out of desperation or anger, or perhaps, like what JP said, Ate, pumina ka na. Delikado ka dyan. </div><div><br></div><div>In short, for a little fast driver like me, I said this time, I’ll go slowly now. </div><div><br></div><div>This time. This is on me. </div><div>> I have learned to value my family more than ever. </div><div><br></div><div>> I proved that I only wanted to live more for them specially for my daughter. </div><div><br></div><div>> True friends knows no years of how long you have known each other. Long or short. New or old- it is that deep connection and genuine care for each other that will prevail and will prove who your true friends are. And Im super thankful to those closest few. Others were surprising to me, Others made the cut, others just proved themselves and I was right all along.🤪. My Amigas you are my core. To Tibag group. Thank u too for keeping me sane and making me laugh always. </div><div><br></div><div>And to those who sent me foods and messages and calls all throughout. SUPER THANK YOU AND YOU WILL ALL FOREVER BE REMEMBERED. </div><div><br></div><div>> Health is wealth. Otherwise, prepare the best of ur last night program nor demand a good eulogy from ur closest few! I did. I even asked my event coor friend to get ready and prepare my best pics and fave songs. Told my bestfriend Hazel too what I wanted to wear and other stuff like who to call and what to say. Hahaha! 🤫😉 and K.k. Cortez just said, ate wag muna. Pagaling ka muna. Bawal pa events. Sayang ang gayak.</div><div><br></div><div> Uddie Bernardo would send food and always message pagaling at madami tayong lakad. Ate Omi Rosa Romina Gozon every day will ask kamusta ka and send me notes on covid.</div><div><br></div><div>> Whatever problems - big or small - we have in life is incomparable to when you are fighting for your next breath. All else will just be like a dust in the eye. You become too tough and just chill - Everything will be alright. You are alive for heaven’s sake. </div><div><br></div><div>> I’ve learned to compartmentalize what and who should come first. </div><div><br></div><div>> Set my priorities. 📌📍📝💯 </div><div>In this case, me myself and I. I have realized I hve given so much of me towards others. Pleasing others. Getting the approval of people around me. Wanting to be appreciated and recognized. Now, you value YOU. I love ME - More. I respect Me. I care for me - More. </div><div><br></div><div>> I finally - more than ever wanted that Freedom to live my life and stand for what I want. I have accepted that maybe in the process I would hurt some people along the way, but hey, that’s life. It isn’t truly fair. It goes both ways. You win some. You lose some. </div><div><br></div><div>> and lastly and more importantly - </div><div><br></div><div>YOU SURRENDER! - you accept that you are truly not in control and you are helpless when your Jesus tells you to REST - you STOP and LISTEN. You OBEY and Give HIM full control. </div><div><br></div><div>Like the song: </div><div><br></div><div>“And He said, "Cast your burdens upon Me </div><div>Those who are heavily laden, </div><div>Come to Me, all of you who are tired </div><div>Of carrying heavy loads, </div><div>For the yoke I will give you is easy </div><div>And My burden is light, </div><div>Come to Me and I will give you rest."</div><div><br></div><div>And for the finale…</div><div><br></div><div>“Oh no not I, I will survive</div><div>Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive</div><div>I've got all my life to live</div><div>And I've got all my love to give</div><div>And I'll survive</div><div>I will survive</div><div>Hey, hey”</div><div><br></div><div>> Everything is temporary and it is all not ours to begin with. Isang pitik lang ang lahat. I was just lucky and perhaps, I still have my mission. It is not yet my time. Ang naging katsismisan ko sa room is my Nazareno. Dami kong sinumbong. Hahaha. </div><div><br></div><div>I have escaped and cheated death for the nth time already, having gone thru ICU a couple of times before and now this… Jacq lang ang sakalam. Tibay na to, simply because ayaw pa talaga ni Lord. Madami pa daw iiyak e. Hehe. </div><div><br></div><div>So, Sharon Hazel Sarmiento and Niña Emilia Samson dont cry na. im still here. Haha! Id still mess ur life wd my drama! Thank you both for everyday and every hour checking on me. For always telling me you wouldn’t want to lose me. For telling me u need me. </div><div><br></div><div>Ma, your malditang panganay is here to take care of you. </div><div><br></div><div>Still recovering though from post covid aches and effects, But…</div><div><br></div><div>I survived and I am back! 😉😏😘</div><div>(You are warned… joke!) </div>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-38904227353949387212021-07-12T22:55:00.000+08:002021-08-16T09:07:09.280+08:0042 - Hits and Misses<p> 2021 is anybody's ballgame and claim for victory and redemption after the whole fucking 2020 mishaps.</p><p>Turning a page older in my books, another number added to my years made me realize what matters in my life most after still being alive after Covid of 2020. Decided to list what I can still remember in my life</p><p>1. Love, Loved, Lost, Loved again, Lost again. Waiting to love and be loved again. </p><p>2. People come back in your life for a reasom or a lesson. </p><p>3. Lost Nanay Cela. This hurts the most.</p><p>4. Gained new friends </p><p>5. Chose to leave some people.</p><p>6. Money and Success is different.</p><p>7. Your worth is not in denominations.</p><p>8. Motherhood is a fulltime challenge.</p><p>9. Motherhood is NEVER biological.</p><p>10. Live for your child.</p><p>11. Live more for yourself.</p><p>12. Reconnect with cousins - those who wants to be reconnected.</p><p>13. Carefully choose people that surrounds you.</p><p>14. Less is more.</p><p>15. Never be too trusting again!</p><p>16. Silence is an answer</p><p>17. Always look for opportunities, grab them. hold them like you want to be held!</p><p>18. New beginnings. New house. New life.</p><p>19. Got inked! haha!</p><p>20. Got drunk! Got lost and wasted. Cried like a fool.</p><p>21. Believe that YOURSELF DESERVE NEVER ENDING CHANCES TO CHANGE AND LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH FREEDOM!</p><p>22. Survived COVID. Escaped death. Lived again. </p>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-16534208917798871012020-12-18T01:22:00.006+08:002020-12-18T01:22:59.581+08:00Spell Confusion<p>It was a clear case of illusion</p><p>Led by mistaken imagination.</p><p>When you were lifted in a bliss</p><p>Then suddenly dropped in a mess. </p><p><br /></p><p>When one word could mean a million</p><p>Choosing to believe an opinion.</p><p>Thinking what you'd like to believe</p><p>Is actually what you just wanna re live</p><p><br /></p><p>A bounce of sweetness</p><p>Was afterall, in the end would be bitterness.</p><p>When things go sour,</p><p>you're left with a heart so torn and dour. </p><p><br /></p><p>Lifted so high and fallen so deep.</p><p>Selfishly ignored like a volcano asleep.</p><p>then you realized, it wasn't a confusion.</p><p>But you were merely a muted notification.</p>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-43065522029419837432019-10-26T22:36:00.000+08:002019-10-26T22:36:05.402+08:00Superwoman Japanese FlightSept. 24, 2019<br />
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I am flying first time to the land of the rising sun with my usual travel buddies and lifelong partners Ates and Kuyas. Uddie. Gen. Randi.<br />
A usual four hour flight is not a problem as I have been quite a traveller already - Land, sea and air.<br />
Us the CRAZY 4, always have random bondings anywhere. Walk. Run. Fly. Eat. Sleep. Talk. And talk. And talk. <br />
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But this time I am flying differently.<br />
That is - this time, a different me.<br />
A more independent superwoman!<br />
A realized person who values herself more.<br />
1 year had passed. <br />
1 year of cheating smiles and happiness just because you are overcoming 20 years of tears and pain. <br />
A lot had passed thru in my life. <br />
Come and go. People and events. <br />
<br />
As I casually let the 4 hour flight slide, <br />
Twists and turns in my seat, netflix and spotify had become my usual bffs.<br />
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1 song caught my sleepyhead.<br />
SUPERWOMAN by Karyn White.<br />
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Knowing the emotional shallow me.<br />
It awaken every running cells in me.<br />
I repeated the song over and over until I finally accepted the depth and meaning of the song. <br />
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I googled the lyrics. <br />
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I submitted fully. In tears. <br />
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I just realized how I surrendered myself.<br />
Pride, Prejudice, Patience.<br />
Respect. Happiness. Love.<br />
Just to make others happy.<br />
Just to please others.<br />
They alwaye came first - a partner or a lovelife. Family. Relatives. Friends. <br />
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Then it dawned on me. <br />
Where am I?<br />
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It took me 40 years to finally accept how sad I am and how badly I neglected myself. <br />
<br />
It took me this long to let go.<br />
<br />
Listening to this effin damn song,<br />
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"I've got my pride... but it's making me weak.<br />
I am not your superwoman.<br />
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is ok.<br />
I'm only human."<br />
<br />
"This girl needs more than occassional hugs as a token of love from you."<br />
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"I'll always be there for you through good and bad times but I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be."<br />
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"I'll give my love and lasting love if you return it to me."<br />
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I thought on it and pondered this is not just a song for woman rejected by a man.<br />
It is actualy a cry of help.<br />
For a person to be empowered. And to bae simply loved back in return.<br />
Appreciated and respected.<br />
<br />
Simple. The girl now wants to have - <br />
SELF LOVE.<br />
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Today in Osaka. I'm choosing me.<br />
Yung iba? Tska na lang! <br />
Ako muna. <br />
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<!--/data/user/0/com.samsung.android.app.notes/files/clipdata/clipdata_191026_223407_529.sdoc-->Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-83921855711567452972019-01-27T15:08:00.001+08:002019-01-27T15:08:20.366+08:00Smile my Star<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Y My star, </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I thought you were gone. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">but you found your way back. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">You assured me my nights won’t be empty. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Even when hidden by dark clouds.</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">At least, I know. In my own sky, I will have my star. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">You told me you’d just always be there. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">You were sent in a perfect time of darkness.</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">When I needed to be found</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">And I need to find Me. I THANK YOU. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 17.9px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Though in a different world, </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">In a different time, In our sweet complication. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">we found something for us - a friend - </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Somehow, that just make us smile even from afar.</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">A friendship, close to real. So long already. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">We just pick up from where we left of. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Maybe not yet so deep like childhood friends...</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">For we do not have the time... not even the chance. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">We KNEW each other. We annoy each other. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">We have years to count on who we are in each others lives. No nothing. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Just my star. And your smile. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 17.9px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">This friendship is good and real. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Now I value that. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">But we do not know each other...</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">But it felt like we do. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">And you opened a big part of you. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Your world. Your time.</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Your mind, your friendly heart, </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">And knowing you?? Aagghhhhh!!! </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">You are so deep and hidden. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">You always have a mystery wall. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">But you are reaching out from that wall. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Casually. Once in a while. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">You always steal a minute to say hi. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I must have have done something right. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 17.9px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Take care my star. Take care. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Know that I care and I pray. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">You are one lucky star!!!</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Thank your heaven. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">You must have done something right</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">To deserve a friend like me!!!👌🏼😉</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 17.9px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I am ok. Worry not. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I’ll be around - I always say. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Though I wished you can say the same. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">But I stopped wishing. No more. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I just know you’ll show up anytime. </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I’ll be needing your guide </span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">even in my bright mornings!</span></p>
<p style="margin: 0px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Smile. My star. 😎😎😎. Smile. 😘</span></p> <img id="id_ec41_9661_9473_717f" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-R9PLCTeBueg/XE1Y4vujUuI/AAAAAAAABWk/14Rm6_L1JewekPUsrksJ6S0TZ1v2YsVNwCHMYCw/s5000/%255BUNSET%255D" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 392px; height: auto;"><br><br>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-75343538295124994232019-01-20T01:23:00.000+08:002019-01-20T01:23:57.400+08:00SINO<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">SINO?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Nasan ka na? Nasan ka ba?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Wala man akong karapatang hanapin ka.</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Puso ay pagod na. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Wala mang kasiguruhan. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Wala namang hinihintay. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Hindi naman siguro masamang magtanong</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Sa mapaglarong tadhana. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Hindi man ikaw. O iba man ang nakatakda. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Pusonay pagod nang lumuha. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Masama ba kong tao? Ako ba’y walang kwenta? Sadya ba kong may mali?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Bakit laging ako yung sawi?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Pagod na ko. Ayawan na. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Para tayong chubibong umiikot. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Pero buti pa ang chubibo, Umaakyat muli. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Bakit ako? Laging bagsak muli? Bakit ako laging wasak muli?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Kailan kaya ako tunay na liligaya?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Pag ba mga paa ko’y pantay na?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Ang daya e. Lagi akong talo. Kahit kelan walang panalo. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Minsan tanong ko. Ako ba ang tanga o ikaw?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Sino bang dapat manghinayang?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Sino ba talaga ang bumitaw? Ako ba o ikaw?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal; font-family: ".SF UI Text"; color: rgb(69, 69, 69); min-height: 20.3px;"><span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 17pt;"></span><br></p>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-10542509216691704192018-12-09T23:21:00.000+08:002019-01-20T01:22:36.770+08:00BIRO<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 20.3px;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">BIRO</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 20.3px;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Mapagbiro daw ang tadhana. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Parang sirang plaka diba?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Parang pagkakamali lang. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">diba, ulit ulit lang?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Tumatanda ba talaga ko ng paurong</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">O sadyang tinatakasan ko lang sumulong?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Ang dami ko nang palpak. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Sanay ng lumagapak. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Bakit ba hindi ako matuto?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Bakit laging nauuto?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Bakit hanggang ngayon nandito?</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Oo. Wala ka naman kasalanan.</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Kasi pinili kong wala kang alam. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Meron man ay pili lang. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">kasi mukang ako, para sayo ay hanggang dito lang. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Ilang beses ka nang bumalik. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Kita naman sayong mata</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Parang nung tayo ay bata</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Pareho tayong may ngiti. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Parehong may tuwa. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Parehong may saya. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 20.3px;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Magkaibigan lang tayo. Oo. Kaibigan mo lang ako. Sorry ha. Mukang malabo. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Kasi mukang nahuhulog ako. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Masisi mo ba ko? Iba ka din magpasuko. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Huli mo loob ko. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Alam kong alam mo. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Huli ko din naman. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Alam ko din naman. Pero kung mali ang duda </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Patawad. Natanga lang. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Pero mukang mas magaling kang magtago. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Pakiramdam ko tuloy ngayon ako’y gago. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Kung mali man ako sa duda ko. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Sorry ha. Hindi mo ko masisisi</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">At ayaw kong ikaw yung magsisi. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Tanggap ko nang hanggang dito lang tayo. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Huwag lang tayo magkalayo. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Magtitiis ako mag isa. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Ako na yung magkukusa. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Magisa na kong magluluksa</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Ako na lang yung mawawala. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Sana dumating yung panahon</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Kahit sa ibang pagkataon. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Tayo ay magtagpo. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">At hindi na maglaho</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Lahat ng ating tinago. </span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Lahat to ay isa lamang</span></font></p>
<p style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"><font color="#000000" face="sans-serif" size="3"><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">BIRO!</span></font></p>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-80645569607288726822018-09-11T23:45:00.000+08:002018-09-12T00:24:43.151+08:00when everything’s meant to be broken<div class="kp-header" data-ved="0ahUKEwjkwIfBs5nZAhWMGZQKHWrQDhQQ3z4ICSgA">
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Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-48965026451803202602017-09-30T22:16:00.001+08:002018-09-11T23:44:56.136+08:00PIECE OF PEACEEveryone wants a piece of something,<br />
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Everyone wishes for everything.</div>
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A lot gets nothing. some gets everything</div>
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all are just a piece of things.</div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; font-size: 12pt;">It is when you are at your lowest that you see clearer. </span></div>
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It is when you are hurt that you feel deeper. </div>
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As if all these are eye-openers. </div>
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Wishing all will be better</div>
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A point comes when you just want to turn your back. </div>
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No looking back. No stepping back. </div>
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Forward you go. Moving on you say.</div>
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No more chances as they say! You stop. </div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; font-size: 12pt;">No matter how hard you try to do good. </span></div>
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Once you fail - all else fails. </div>
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Goodness is never good. </div>
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Badness is immortal. That is what they only see. </div>
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Decisions are never made when you are mad. </div>
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Leave it as it is. Let it fade. Let it pass. Let it slide. </div>
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You never forgive and forget. It doesn’t happen if it ain’t together. </div>
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Time may run. It may pass. But tomorrow is another day. </div>
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One day you wake up. You have made your mind. </div>
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On your own. You decide. You stand.</div>
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By this time, you are unbreakable. </div>
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What is left is only a piece of Peace. </div>
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Beware. For the strongest and fiercest are the Scarred women. </div>
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It maybe a pain from career, family, or the least is from men. </div>
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Once the heart is bruised. That is venomous. </div>
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It poisons her so well. It doesn’t blind her. </div>
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It opens her eyes. It clears her mind. </div>
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It opens her heart. Then she starts her rage. </div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; font-size: 12pt;">You wouldn’t know it. </span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; font-size: 12pt;">It is happening and once you knew,</span></div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; font-size: 12pt;">You’d only wish for a piece of peace. </span></div>
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Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-13244232509335243092016-03-13T03:04:00.001+08:002016-03-13T03:04:52.368+08:00ChancesI failed a lot of times.<br />
I made mistakes. I have lots of regrets.<br />
I miss my daddy. I have not moved on from his passing.<br />
I cry in all of the movies with scenes with daddies in it.<br />
I cry when I hear songs that he likes. I still cry so hard when I see all his favorite things.<br />
I still ask for forgiveness.And I Don't think I will ever be forgiven.<br />
I hurt him so much. I disappointed him so much.<br />
I long for that chance again to show him how much I love him.<br />
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I am a failure.<br />
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People say I am smart and I always know what to do.<br />
But that is not me anymore.<br />
I am tired.<br />
If not only for this one single soul who needs me in her life...<br />
I am giving up. Since I am no good. But in her eyes, I am the best.<br />
So maybe at least, just her at least...<br />
I will try not to disappoint her.<br />
I will hold on to this chance to prove my worth to her.<br />
To not commit the same mistakes again.<br />
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I will try not to fail again.<br />
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My heart is not ok.<br />
There is no more denying that my heart is hurt.<br />
And tired. Perhaps.<br />
My heart is giving up.<br />
Literally and figuratively.<br />
I loved so much it hurts.<br />
I am loved so much... It hurts.<br />
Love equals hatred.<br />
Mistakes are not forgiven.<br />
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I lost my chances.<br />
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I thank my lucky stars for everything.<br />
I am not well liked for sure. By a lot.<br />
Even my fb posts are not well liked.<br />
I know I have a few, that I've touched lives.<br />
I know someday, I'll have a few who'd smile for me.<br />
Laugh with me. Be proud of me.<br />
I know I Have been true, brave and happy.<br />
I don't care if they stare, or if they step back.<br />
I will still be me. Fat and frank!<br />
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Even if it is too late. I'll try to change my fate.<br />
For my grounded wounded heart, I am fighting.<br />
This time, Im claiming my last chance.<br />
This time it is gonna be me!<br />
Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-61920902609196327832015-04-02T12:09:00.003+08:002015-04-02T15:09:01.260+08:00HOLY WEEK - Makinabang, Baliuag, Bulacan<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><a class="mainquote" href="http://www.searchquotes.com/quotation/Merciful_God%2C_release_us_from_the_time_of_trial_and_oppression%2C_that_we_may_witness_to_the_eternal_h/267396/" style="background-color: white; line-height: 19.5px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-decoration: none;"><span class="firstword" style="font-weight: bold; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Merciful</span> God, release us from the time of trial and oppression, that we may witness to the eternal hope of grief becoming joy and life rising from death</a>.</span></blockquote>
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<span style="color: blue; text-align: center;"> Amen.</span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Holy week in Baliuag has always been festive, venerated and most of all, awaited.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">For how many years, the town proper of Baliuag Bulacan always have about 100 or more carrozas or karo every Holy Week.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It is from this inspiration that our parish, Sto. Rosario de Makinabang, of Baliuag, Bulacan - 6 years ago, started to have our own Holy Week procession. Every Holy Wednesday and Good Friday, the carrozas walk the stretch of our main road. we started with merely 6 karos, but now, we are proud to have about 35 carrozas now. This was made possible by several devotees and volunteers. All the karos in our procession are owned by families that are active in the parish. As family volunteers that wanted to join, it is not a question of how big or small, how simple or extravagant, or who is who, that joins the procession. thus, the solemness and importance of the season is vastly observed. We commemorate the passion of the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ through our own way, not to merely perform idolatry, but to pay respect to the traditions of our religion. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">here are the 2015 Holy Week Procession in Makinabang.</span></div>
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Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-77888344336179346102015-04-02T10:52:00.001+08:002015-04-02T10:52:30.563+08:00Happy Birthday my Nea!You are my Life! You are my inspiration. <div>Everytime I get praises and people tell me that My Niña Emilia is being raised well, has manners and breeding, and that you are such a good girl - you just don't know it but I am sooo flattered and thankful that Mama Mary helped me to raise you that well. </div><div><br></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-t4uHv2Y9o8I/VRs-I8FA2rI/AAAAAAAABEY/ghJ8_58KS88/s640/blogger-image--761098340.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-t4uHv2Y9o8I/VRs-I8FA2rI/AAAAAAAABEY/ghJ8_58KS88/s640/blogger-image--761098340.jpg"></a></div></div><div>I must have done something so good in my life to deserve you as my gift. You are so sweet and topakin, you are smart and yet so kalog. You are so kikay and feeling artista!!!</div><div><br></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-26FSEdHsv7M/VRs-Mzd35tI/AAAAAAAABEg/7kX5doZQ8Ec/s640/blogger-image--332430886.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-26FSEdHsv7M/VRs-Mzd35tI/AAAAAAAABEg/7kX5doZQ8Ec/s640/blogger-image--332430886.jpg"></a></div></div><div> I can see how you are as a woman soon, coz this early you give advices to me to be strong. You are growing up to be my bestfriend. </div><div><br></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-JLjxdMKSxdM/VRs-RMcrRgI/AAAAAAAABEo/54a1QCLQ8KU/s640/blogger-image--1090495465.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-JLjxdMKSxdM/VRs-RMcrRgI/AAAAAAAABEo/54a1QCLQ8KU/s640/blogger-image--1090495465.jpg"></a></div></div><div><br></div><div>You rock my world Nea. You will ways be my superstar!!!</div><div><br></div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-JcQ46pRWvy0/VRyu6jhplCI/AAAAAAAABE8/7vhHFTCFHOY/s640/blogger-image--501303803.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-JcQ46pRWvy0/VRyu6jhplCI/AAAAAAAABE8/7vhHFTCFHOY/s640/blogger-image--501303803.jpg"></a></div><br></div>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-63916437760193409772014-11-12T12:08:00.000+08:002014-11-12T12:08:25.915+08:00Bethany House of Sto. Nino - closest to my heart.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22.1760005950928px; text-align: justify;">
<span style="text-align: start;">Ever since I was around 10 years old, we have been visiting this orphanage.</span></div>
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It was here where my first exposure for our Sto. Rosario church in Makinabang was held.</div>
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It was here where my first catechetical guild outreach program was held.</div>
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It was here where I finally became a "parent"!</div>
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I have been frequenting this place for many years already. but this October 2014 visit was different.</div>
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we came back! we came big. we came - A lot!</div>
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My uncles joined me, my grandmother was with us too. My Ninang Delia and my Uncle Thippa from NY was with me too.</div>
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We brought lots of stuff for the children and for the whole house. We also have packed foods which we shared altogether.</div>
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as always, a visit to Bethany is a knock on my head. it is always a reminder that I do not have the right to question my God for all my "undelivered" wishes! </div>
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One thing nice during our visit is, when we were there, a group of policemen and women from Camp Alejo in Malolos City came too. They brought some packed foods as well, They also have diapers, groceries and a lot more. The best news is, all these came from all of their donations - from their own packets. We salute you sirs and mams!!!</div>
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<span style="text-align: start;">Just less than 3 weeks ago, we went to Bethany House Sto. Nino Orphanage. Sr. Analyn of Bethany mentioned their house in Tarlac City. I was surprised that right after November 1, my Uncle Edgar was already asking details and he wants me to coordinate our trip to Tarlac. It was very hard since I cannot get in ttouchwith Sr. Analyn last Nov. 2. I searched my very reliable partner - Mr. google. And, Alas, I was able to get in touch with Sr. Leoncia Mateo. To my delight, that she was one of the sisters who opened and spearheaded Bethany in Guiguinto</span></div>
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Truly, the road to greatness is very hard. literally hard for this trip. The house is located "inside" a very tall grassy savannah. Long stretch of rough and dusty roads. finally, very beautiful solemn church songs can be heard form about some meters away from their own chapel. They have a mass for us. It was very touching. </div>
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We also brought some gifts for the whole house. Shared some snacks together.</div>
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The chapel was also donated by various benefactors. It was very quiet, windy and white. :)</div>
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We shared foods as well. It is such a joy how they loved to eat and they were excited for all our other gifts for them. We are hoping to comeback. they invited us to their anniversary celebration.</div>
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Please get in touch with Sr. Leoncia of Bahay ni San Jose.</div>
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<b>Bahay ni San Jose Home for God's Special Children</b></div>
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<b>Block 3, Brgy San Jose, Tarlac City, Tarlac</b></div>
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This is also managed by the Dominican Sisters who are are taking care of Bethany House in Guiguinto.</div>
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9 years!!! 9 years that you have taken your long vacation... Come to think of it, 9 is my favorite number. But this time, my 9 will be different – it is sad. As always it still feels like it was just last night. The hurt never subsides. The pain never dies. I always tell anyone that asks me how I deal with your “happy vacation” - kahit kelan hindi natatanggap, basta nakakasanayan lang. I have never moved on and perhaps will never will. <o:p></o:p></div>
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I cry buckets of tears when I hear songs with any father feelings. I always cry at movies that has father-daughter/son scenes. I cannot listen to John Denver songs. I still wear your jogging pants and old t-shirts. I still cannot smell the scent of Davidoff Cool Water. Yes, it has been a long time if I am going to count the days, but the length of days or months will never matter if I am going to measure the depths of my pain.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Dad, you are kindda missing some big events this year.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Knowing you, you will just be around there like my brown butterfly.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Ira is getting married. “<i>We”</i> will definitely be there. I still remember how much you want your “piña” barong and it must be Tesoro’s. You would have loved the foods for sure. Daddy, you are also missing Florence’s 7<sup>th</sup> birthday. This October too. “<i>They”</i> will be there. You know how I would love to be there for my Florence, but you also know how I hate to have a sight of her so called mother and all the tactics and b!%(#y moves of that person as if she “owns” the party. Oh I’m sure she has so many “visitors”. She gave so much hurt to mommy. I think, to make everyone at ease and be quiet, like what Jerome said, and I think that is also what Mom and Jp wanted - It would be best for me to not go. (and for the sake of everyone, hehehe!!) They know I wouldn’t just sit and be quiet in a corner as she parades all over the place - as if she owns the place and as if she was the celebrant! Oh daddy, I know you can see everything, I know you actually know the truth… I am sorry that I hate her.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Daddy, I always tell you that a lot of things would have been different if you are still here. I terribly miss you. Thank you for always listening when I always call on your name. Daddy, I know you know what my plans are. I just pray that they all fall into place. Daddy, I am super grateful to your family… they are still taking care of us like how they took care of you. I am also grateful to find new people that I can add to our long list of good friends. Daddy, Jp and Jerome changed our lights to LED to minimize our consumption. Mom and I are just having problems with our water pipes in the house.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Dad, Tito Dan had a mild stroke. But don’t you worry, because he is ok now and will just probably undergo follow up check-ups and therapy. He will definitely be better each day.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Daddy, I know that you are in a better place. I sincerely like the idea that you are no longer suffering physically. You are now having your derby with Peter. Most of all, Tatay Peping, Papa Segundino, Tito Boy, Ate Bella, Kuya Ato, Tito Narding and ate Bella are all there with you – you must be happy now.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-yjNvrZQBwmU/VB0Q6TBR6NI/AAAAAAAABAI/u1O5is0MIns/s1600/SIGNATURE.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-yjNvrZQBwmU/VB0Q6TBR6NI/AAAAAAAABAI/u1O5is0MIns/s1600/SIGNATURE.JPG" height="52" width="200" /></a><span style="font-family: Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22.1760005950928px;"><br /></span>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-25252842372746136562014-09-04T23:46:00.001+08:002014-09-04T23:46:49.108+08:00An old friend<div style="text-align: center; padding: 5px;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-mE0gc5NVwI4/VAiJWxbJj9I/AAAAAAAAA_U/4w_5imEy2NQ/imgQuoteFriendshipIDontKnow.jpg"><img src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-mE0gc5NVwI4/VAiJWxbJj9I/AAAAAAAAA_U/4w_5imEy2NQ/imgQuoteFriendshipIDontKnow.jpg cursor: pointer;" width="320px" style="border: 1px solid; border-radius: 2px;padding: 5px; max-width: 320px " /></a></div><div style="text-align: center; padding: 5px;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-OdW8vxArJxQ/VAiJX4NdHvI/AAAAAAAAA_c/Wf_XsY68sJU/were-not-friends-were-strangers-with-memories-break-up-quote-e1385145031199.jpg"><img src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-OdW8vxArJxQ/VAiJX4NdHvI/AAAAAAAAA_c/Wf_XsY68sJU/were-not-friends-were-strangers-with-memories-break-up-quote-e1385145031199.jpg cursor: pointer;" width="320px" style="border: 1px solid; border-radius: 2px;padding: 5px; max-width: 320px " /></a></div><div style="text-align: center; padding: 5px;"><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-2TNxGpbT5g4/VAiJY3ZYo0I/AAAAAAAAA_k/gbzcpUY54dE/friendship-quotes-210.jpg"><img src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-2TNxGpbT5g4/VAiJY3ZYo0I/AAAAAAAAA_k/gbzcpUY54dE/friendship-quotes-210.jpg cursor: pointer;" width="320px" style="border: 1px solid; border-radius: 2px;padding: 5px; max-width: 320px " /></a></div><p>I have an old friend since we were kids.<br>
Our families are friends too.<br>
We <i>were</i> still friends about some time ago.<br>
We <i>were</i> ok. <br>
We just grew apart. So apart.<br>
I know we still like each other.<br>
I do not like to think of bad reasons why we grew apart.<br>
I do not like to think of cheap shit news why we grew apart.<br>
Now, good things are happening to us.<br>
My old friend is about to enter a new chapter of one's book.<br>
And I am definitely NOT a part of it.<br>
Nor, will my old friend be ever a part of mine...<br>
I can still be happy for my new friend...<br>
Even if I know now that friends for my old friend is equated to a currency symbol.<br>
Too bad... We are not friends anymore...<br>
Specially now that my value is appreciating.<br>
Or maybe they never guessed that.<br>
Oh well.. Enjoy the good life... <br>
I know we are better off separated... <br>
I am still sincerely happy for you <br>
even if I am a bit disappointed.</p>
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pure love is questionable, but sometimes it is unbreakable.<br />
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Joart and I just celebrated our 16 years of partnership. I am with mixed emotions. But I know this is something that cannot be taken for granted. We are remarkable. We can be an MMK candidate or a Valentine movie. In reality, we are really in-love; either to the idea of being in-love or to each other, it doesn't matter.<br />
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I saw this quote once a long time ago and I kept it in my notepad since then. I never tried memorizing it but I know I clearly remember the thought by heart.<br />
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16 long years of love (and hate. Hehe!!). Years of laughter and very long nights of tears. But almost a lifetime already of commitment to take care of each other when you are both sick. To just "be there" because you know that there is always someone who expects you to be their other end of the line. Undeniably, This must be something. <br />
"Todo nang effort to!"<br />
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We've gone through storms stronger than Yolanda, we hit rock bottom already. Now, even we, ask both ourselves what is it that made us stay together?<br />
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Maybe that is it... We never asked. We never doubted. We never questioned. We jaut don't wanna be apart - happy or not. Hehehe!!! <br />
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Prayer really works. Sometimes, that's the only thing that made us stick together. The strenght to still be with each other. The signs we get whether we have to keep going or to go away. Surprisingly, Jesus always makes some magic to show some itsy bitsy hope that <i>maybe</i> He still wants to see some of our <i>mala-</i><i><i>teleseryeng</i></i> love story.<br />
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After all... He is my Dao Ming Zi and I'm his San Chai. We are each other's kryptonite at the same time that we are also each other's spinach! (just trace the logic. Hehe!) ;-)<br />
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Again... No fancy pictures in white or long papers with several signatures could define what we have... A lot has happened that can't lead us there - YET. But since, you don't walk on our shoes and don't bother trying on... It won't ever fit- no room for questions... For the meantime. <br />
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Our mistakes - our efforts to make it right. <br />
And mind you... These times are really big effort to change things for the better and bring back whatever is good from the past.<br />
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We may not be in a perfect situation of what you define as perfect in your perfect world... Some bad decisions were a choice in the past BUT Happiness is a chance for us now. <br />
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For now, we kindda still need each other to complete whatever is lacking in our imperfect world. At least, give us that. ♥<br />
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I have not posted for quite a while. It seems that the hands of time were actually mad at me beating up my ass so fast. But as they say, Better be thankful for busy days than doing nothing.</div>
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<b>Summer of 2012</b><br />
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Around almost the end of the year when I went to Cebu with my cousins and my Ninang (Godmother) Delia. These are the perks of having a good family with generous Ninangs and Titas. hehehe!!! Clarissa, Celena, Joan, Jane and Bea was with me. It was an all girls trip. At first, I said that it will be something like the usual travels that our family does from time to time. Early flights, non-stop chit chats, funny stories, old stories, foods and of course never ending picture taking. Thank God again for Digital cameras/DSLR or else we would be bringing rolls of films everywhere.</div>
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Cebu, the queen city of the south is like areas of Quezon City and Makati and Manila rolled into one smaller version and shipped to its location. But, more clean, more water around that makes it feel fresher maybe, mountain sides and landscapes somewhere. Other than that, I felt like a tourist in Manila.</div>
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We stayed at the Marriot Hotel. <a href="http://www.marriott.com/hotels/travel/cebph-cebu-city-marriott-hotel/" target="_blank">http://www.marriott.com/hotels/travel/cebph-cebu-city-marriott-hotel/</a><br />
It was very nice, clean and comfortable with big bathrooms. One thing I can say that can make a trip more enjoyable is if you have a good hotel where you can call it a night and take a bath like you're at home!</div>
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<b>FIRST DAY IN CEBU</b></div>
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Had pictures. Went to the usual mall - Ayala mall, Dined in to the usual restos. We ate at Mesa. Yummy Filipino cuisines. Which is also found in Manila. And of course it was also hot!</div>
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We visited - "The Starbucks!" hehehe! (obviously we are coffee lovers)</div>
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<b>SECOND DAY IN CEBU</b></div>
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First Stop - <b>THE</b> <b>MAGELLAN'S CROSS</b><br />
When we were in school, this is a famous entry in our Sibika at Kultura books. Cebu is equal to Magellan's Cross. We visited it, offered prayers and met the equally famous "mandarasals" in the shrine. It feels nostalgic to finally touch the cross. It also feels as if I am also a part of everything that transpired in that moment of history. I don't know if tourists from other countries would appreciate the value of that cross. But for us, Catholics and Filipinos, that Cross is really big in our hearts as tall as it stands there in that monument.<br />
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<b>The Heritage of Cebu Monument</b> right at the heart of a busy intersection. As a tourist, you go down of that van, take that umbrella and have a picture taken. Forget the noise, the smoke and the bystanders around you. Besides, they are not included in your camera lens!</div>
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As I write this blog, The shrine have fallen apart already due to the strong earthquake that hit Cebu. </div>
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When I saw what happened, as I watch the video clips of that falling shrine, I can't help but shed a tear. I felt so blessed that the Sto. Nino blessed me and my family and allowed us to visit that shrine, went to mass and just had pictures of that sacred place. Now, only in pictures that I can show my daughter Nea and my nieces how really beautiful and historic this Basilica is. We are very lucky.<br />
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<b>The Yap-San Diego Ancestral House</b><br />
From the name, it is very old. Very famous Cebuano attraction. SO, we must have a picture taken. lol!<br />
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">So, what made this second day death defying for me?? SKYWALK EXTREME!!!</span></b></div>
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Crown Regency, Skywalk Adventure - <a href="http://www.skyexperienceadventure.com/" target="_blank">http://www.skyexperienceadventure.com/</a></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><i>The country’s first ever Sky Walk Extreme will give you that natural high by walking around translucent glass flooring on the edge of the Crown Regency Hotel & Towers with an overhead safety harness at the main outer rim of the building,126.55 meters high above the street. The Sky Walk Extreme gives you a nerve-racking feeling as if you are floating on cloud nine. It is widely known to be the 4th in the world and first in the Philippines. Whether you start your Sky Walk Extreme escapade in the morning or at nighttime, expect to see a spectacle from the breath-taking view of the city with your family and friends. Experience this kind of adventure at the <b>37th floor</b> </i></span></span></blockquote>
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As we stroll the city in our rented van, We saw the Crown Regency Hotel. There were several structures on top it. Including the famous edge coaster. So we passed by... then they decided to stop!!! Go up the hotel... paid for my excruciating fear!!!</div>
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I have Fear of Heights. I am Acrophobic. I admit that. Even roller coaster rides are unbearable for me. But I because I love my cousins who <i>dared </i>me to walk hand in hand with them - " at edge of the 37th floor, on a glass walkway. - wait - no!! we <b><i>walked</i></b> - OUTSIDE of the building!!! I was literally shaking. My knees were trembling. My sweat was ice cold. I can feel that my stomach and all of my internal organs were shaking too. And because I love these girls so much... I gave in. But they had to deal with me. The walk was supposed to be only 10-15 minutes. It took us 15-20-25 minutes maybe. I have to stop and let go of my tears once in a while.</div>
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Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-1680670364472239752013-10-11T23:02:00.001+08:002013-10-12T13:21:55.797+08:00Signal # 8<div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Santi was in town and so were the amigas in my kitchen!!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">It was Storm signal number 2 last Friday (Oct. 10) here in Bulacan. My house seemed Signal number 6!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I have a feeling that I will get outbursts of violent reactions after this post. Bwahahaha!!!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">It was a bit planned that we will meet today, but since classes were suspended, the plan became a "must go" luncheon date that extended until dinner.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">As usual, the loud laughs roared the kitchen area. Add the giggling voices of the kids around.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Just imagine how chaotic my kitchen was thenwhole they were here.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">The best part is, each have foods for everyone. Menu for the day is:</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">For Lunch: Kare-kare, Lengua, Menudo,Adobong Pusit, Baliwag Chicharon.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">For Snacks: Puto bungbong, spanish bread, ensaymada, pan de coco.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">For Dinner: Chickenjoy for the kids, Bonchon, Beef Bulgogi, Kimchi, Menudo and the kid's leftovers for the adults. Hehehe!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">On the sides: Lanzones, Mangosteen, Coke, Avocado tea, a bag of chips.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-42otUlQe4Hk/UljcD5odTnI/AAAAAAAAAso/PKMlF3NU5AI/s640/blogger-image-1134083602.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-42otUlQe4Hk/UljcD5odTnI/AAAAAAAAAso/PKMlF3NU5AI/s640/blogger-image-1134083602.jpg"></a></div></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-vntNg3Q3Df4/UljcSv63WwI/AAAAAAAAAtA/4YPnkxXMjt4/s640/blogger-image-401718098.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-vntNg3Q3Df4/UljcSv63WwI/AAAAAAAAAtA/4YPnkxXMjt4/s640/blogger-image-401718098.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-kxNxugfsv7g/Uljbu8UBM_I/AAAAAAAAAro/xEJytctR-vY/s640/blogger-image--1154185843.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-kxNxugfsv7g/Uljbu8UBM_I/AAAAAAAAAro/xEJytctR-vY/s640/blogger-image--1154185843.jpg"></a></div><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-w5Eby7DkZk8/UljcIM9kT8I/AAAAAAAAAsw/sqRXhki0UOg/s640/blogger-image--1292530182.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-w5Eby7DkZk8/UljcIM9kT8I/AAAAAAAAAsw/sqRXhki0UOg/s640/blogger-image--1292530182.jpg"></a></div><br></div><br></div></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"> The girls present are Laurice Ann - (our hiya kuno and makeover model contestant), Maritess - (the umayos ka/versions queen), Michelle - (the on and off absentee/skype queen), Winona - (the kadirt expression queen/balat sibuyas) and Mary Joy - (the high pitched/high blood facial queen). Together with all of their kids, we spent the whole afternoon until dinner - eating, playing (each one's ipad games) ,chatting and planning all of our coming "lakads" specially now that we are counting the days before Mitch finally leaves for Canada. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"> Absent today are - Renalyn (the original butangera pack up queen - the loudest of them all) was absent because she needs to be with her hubby and to finish her chores. Josefina (the high heeled boots 2nd butangera queen) was out somewhere in Manila with her relatives. It was a good thing that I was able to force Winona to get out of her house despite her severe colds. (she only takes chewable vit.c's coz she is scared of taking tablets and capsules). </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-ZV_VbBwmGOQ/UljcQGtF5_I/AAAAAAAAAs4/KgN0PmDnwhQ/s640/blogger-image--1015122136.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-ZV_VbBwmGOQ/UljcQGtF5_I/AAAAAAAAAs4/KgN0PmDnwhQ/s640/blogger-image--1015122136.jpg"></a></div><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-bHKSjFAuWn8/Uljbzr0gG4I/AAAAAAAAAr4/Oyd4GhuUQts/s640/blogger-image--45755800.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-bHKSjFAuWn8/Uljbzr0gG4I/AAAAAAAAAr4/Oyd4GhuUQts/s640/blogger-image--45755800.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-Y4sHmCkiP_Q/Uljb9Zlk6vI/AAAAAAAAAsY/VKN4t4oDRpk/s640/blogger-image--678627419.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-Y4sHmCkiP_Q/Uljb9Zlk6vI/AAAAAAAAAsY/VKN4t4oDRpk/s640/blogger-image--678627419.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-V0Av1WyaKjI/Uljb_qNqusI/AAAAAAAAAsg/EvWN8kkJFok/s640/blogger-image-1300916765.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-V0Av1WyaKjI/Uljb_qNqusI/AAAAAAAAAsg/EvWN8kkJFok/s640/blogger-image-1300916765.jpg"></a></div></div></div><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"> The ladies busied themselves with their games and their several storiesy, mostly about them. (So those not around us need not worry, because we don't talk about you - except for Renalyn and Josefina. Hahahaha!!!!) We are all "madaldal". We are all "mababaw". We are all "matakaw". So a rainy day is a good pig out day.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"> This friendship was unexpected and at the same unique. This is just a baby relationship that's just starting to grow. It will still go through a lotof test before it proves its strenght. At least for now, it is showing a lot of maturity, willingness, dedication and most importantly love and care - to prove not only its strenght but also its worth. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-kAbQ1cQwZgk/Uljb4W_hEUI/AAAAAAAAAsI/tW_nEhw7my4/s640/blogger-image--769928162.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-kAbQ1cQwZgk/Uljb4W_hEUI/AAAAAAAAAsI/tW_nEhw7my4/s640/blogger-image--769928162.jpg"></a></div><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-Nq28h2NQw0Q/Uljb2McTtAI/AAAAAAAAAsA/mGR6lirDlDg/s640/blogger-image-1229451010.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-Nq28h2NQw0Q/Uljb2McTtAI/AAAAAAAAAsA/mGR6lirDlDg/s640/blogger-image-1229451010.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-RUj-zE9BE-g/UljbxMPMIyI/AAAAAAAAArw/ocXglgxNdGU/s640/blogger-image--345312027.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-RUj-zE9BE-g/UljbxMPMIyI/AAAAAAAAArw/ocXglgxNdGU/s640/blogger-image--345312027.jpg"></a></div><br></div><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-MX-GH8CSLWc/Uljb6_sfKRI/AAAAAAAAAsQ/SjIdzP3zHXU/s640/blogger-image--290665929.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-MX-GH8CSLWc/Uljb6_sfKRI/AAAAAAAAAsQ/SjIdzP3zHXU/s640/blogger-image--290665929.jpg"></a></div></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"> I believe that the most valuable idea here is that no matter when and where we will meet the people in our lives... People who eventually will become special. special like - sometimes annoying, and sometimes funny and sometimes lovable, and sometimes dramatic, sometimes sensitive, sometimes densed. Also special - like they become your critics, the mega pintaseras, your advisers, your "ka-asaran", your "kaaway", your "kaiyakan", your "kakampi", your "taga-away". Hahaha!!! They become a reflection of what you like, they change you... Hopefully for the better always. They can also become a fearful chapter... A fear that you will leave each other behind, most specially if that happens so soon.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-Dym6f_sutdA/UljbppM5j-I/AAAAAAAAArY/8W5uzvmDBvc/s640/blogger-image--1860797814.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-Dym6f_sutdA/UljbppM5j-I/AAAAAAAAArY/8W5uzvmDBvc/s640/blogger-image--1860797814.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-4tiKVzv-w7Y/UljbsewJBII/AAAAAAAAArg/qdcOg7_QkYs/s640/blogger-image--773175274.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-4tiKVzv-w7Y/UljbsewJBII/AAAAAAAAArg/qdcOg7_QkYs/s640/blogger-image--773175274.jpg"></a></div></div></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><b><i>But for now... Just let the good times roll. And we better keep'em rolling. This is just a start of something good. </i></b></div>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-47925054951663446252013-10-11T06:02:00.001+08:002013-10-11T06:02:56.433+08:00Oh well!<h2><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-GrfTpwhokM0/UlckDty7BcI/AAAAAAAAAqw/e6zF_yvc5-o/s640/blogger-image-1526641064.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-GrfTpwhokM0/UlckDty7BcI/AAAAAAAAAqw/e6zF_yvc5-o/s640/blogger-image-1526641064.jpg"></a></div><br></h2><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">just saying...</span><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br>well well well<br>bitches fold and angels get mad...<br>i have no idea that G-O-D was listening when i was crying and touched someone's common sense!!!<br>there are things that you know when you're right. you just know it.</span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">and when you are wrong... you just accept it.<br>maybe not immediately, but sooner or later.. it will pop up in your head and makes you think twice.</span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br>still, truth is i am a winner.<br>i made my point and i have stood silently crying my sweet victoy.</span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br>she folds... i spoke.</span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br>i want to be mad because it took her days to realize how much she hurt one person... one team.<br>but still, i thank the heavens for giving me a reason to smile now...</span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Losing one and gaining seven more is the sweetest reward of fighting for the truth of my dignity.</span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br>she knew i hated her... she felt it, she deserved it, she got what's needed to be done.<br>i hope, since it has ended, lessons will be learned. new foundations could be built.<br><br>after all... i dont have plans on seeing her for the next years of my life...<br><br>.........just bitchin but loving.....</span></div>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6310809718380311247.post-2697539936805511532013-10-10T23:46:00.001+08:002013-10-10T23:46:16.841+08:00BETTER BRIGHTER DAYS. I. HOPE.<div><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); ">People always say not to lose hope. That tomorrow is a brighter day. The sun will come out tomorrow. For every storm, comes the rainbow. There's always a silver lining behind every dark clouds. And yes, tomorrow is another day.</span></div><div><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><br></span></div><div><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); ">I just hope that my tomorrow is brighter and better. And I wish all of my tomorrows would be just the same. But they say, tomorrow is another day? What if is there is one day you want to just last and stay the same? And what if we just want to rush to all of our better days ahead?</span></div><div><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><br></span></div><div><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); ">For now, i'm leaving my tomorrows alone. Because I need to change my present.</span></div><div><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><br></span></div><div><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-OYcWP_WuJFI/UlbLvABjQTI/AAAAAAAAAqY/3wAhhM3yhPI/s640/blogger-image-965460851.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-OYcWP_WuJFI/UlbLvABjQTI/AAAAAAAAAqY/3wAhhM3yhPI/s640/blogger-image-965460851.jpg"></a></div> </span></div><div><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-e91IqHSu1x8/UlbLxlBFUII/AAAAAAAAAqg/Dsa5ArlQjs4/s640/blogger-image--2034269546.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-e91IqHSu1x8/UlbLxlBFUII/AAAAAAAAAqg/Dsa5ArlQjs4/s640/blogger-image--2034269546.jpg"></a></div><br></span></div><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><div><br></div>I have never been truly happy in the past six years of my life. Unfortunately, I am denying myself the harsh truth of doing the right thing that I am supposed to do. Well, I guess it always starts there - denial! Sometimes I ask myself, why am I really still here.</span><div style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><br></div><div style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><div class="separator" style="clear: both; "><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-vU-psjfdbyY/Ula-H5zbV6I/AAAAAAAAAoY/C70MAIkKY48/s640/blogger-image-1461649320.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img border="0" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-vU-psjfdbyY/Ula-H5zbV6I/AAAAAAAAAoY/C70MAIkKY48/s640/blogger-image-1461649320.jpg"></a></div><div><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; "><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-uEIWKcivx1k/Ula-MwG7VgI/AAAAAAAAAoo/9tN2E5YdhNU/s640/blogger-image-1420137449.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img border="0" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-uEIWKcivx1k/Ula-MwG7VgI/AAAAAAAAAoo/9tN2E5YdhNU/s640/blogger-image-1420137449.jpg"></a></div><br><br>Last night, I got the call that I was trying to hide my self from. Finally, I got the perfect message (sarcastically), that all that I was hoping, expecting and praying for will never happen. It finally came out in the open. It was so hard to accept the truth, but at least, I heard it already and it was so clear enough that it passed through my ears easily and it traveled fast to my heart and brain.<br><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both; "><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-rEuYw0Sig4I/Ula-JlTnqlI/AAAAAAAAAog/z_qfJKw3S64/s640/blogger-image--1210612038.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-rEuYw0Sig4I/Ula-JlTnqlI/AAAAAAAAAog/z_qfJKw3S64/s640/blogger-image--1210612038.jpg"></a></div><br>I don't know what to do. It was all like in the movies that everything is flashing back in my memories - in my passive brain that is! I can see scenarios that happened before, I can hear in my thoughts past conversations. It is as if I'm watching my own movie.<br><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both; "><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-BljCV6hSfm4/UlbCRTBIMHI/AAAAAAAAAqE/2IbBb_tbcYk/s640/blogger-image--644120931.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-BljCV6hSfm4/UlbCRTBIMHI/AAAAAAAAAqE/2IbBb_tbcYk/s640/blogger-image--644120931.jpg"></a></div><br>And it finally dawned on me - I am hopeless. I need to do something. I must do something to end my own misery. Even if it starts in creating another misery.<br><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both; "><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-2oFj4YyvGQ8/UlbCPVgLhXI/AAAAAAAAAp8/eNldQ-iJIOY/s640/blogger-image-254763413.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-2oFj4YyvGQ8/UlbCPVgLhXI/AAAAAAAAAp8/eNldQ-iJIOY/s640/blogger-image-254763413.jpg"></a></div><br>You see, first, I lost one good business. Second, I might be losing one thing that was lost already - I just didn't know.<br><br>I want to start anew. First priority: Love God above all. (sorry for the delay, my dear Lord) Second: Love thy self! Third: Use mind not heart! Fourth: Conquer my own world. Fifth: Make them live in regrets! (lol)</div><div style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><br></div><div style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><div class="separator" style="clear: both; "><a href="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/--RKHb-2vVW8/Ula-Ox9oLPI/AAAAAAAAAow/2GWrMa_ZInY/s640/blogger-image--1665724957.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img border="0" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/--RKHb-2vVW8/Ula-Ox9oLPI/AAAAAAAAAow/2GWrMa_ZInY/s640/blogger-image--1665724957.jpg"></a></div></div><div style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><br></div><div style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><div class="separator" style="clear: both; "><a href="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-BZBZB-vDaeA/Ula-Rle9uoI/AAAAAAAAAo4/XEQ035zasS0/s640/blogger-image--1387269255.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img border="0" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-BZBZB-vDaeA/Ula-Rle9uoI/AAAAAAAAAo4/XEQ035zasS0/s640/blogger-image--1387269255.jpg"></a></div><br></div><div style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><div class="separator" style="clear: both; "><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-AyFerwo6mj4/Ula-T3JZ5YI/AAAAAAAAApA/lnuB1McAH6g/s640/blogger-image--1468287828.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; "><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-AyFerwo6mj4/Ula-T3JZ5YI/AAAAAAAAApA/lnuB1McAH6g/s640/blogger-image--1468287828.jpg"></a></div><div><br></div></div>Diary of a Malditahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01271701506193798782noreply@blogger.com