there was a time taht i thought being afraid was just baing afraid of ghost under our beds, cockroaches and rats, worst dead people...
these fades... and thorugh the years, life will unfold a lot of realities right in our faces that will change every aspect of our life.
taxes ...as they say!!!
what is the scariest feeling one could ever have? hanging in a cliff?
hurting and getting hurt?
i am scared... i was scared my whole life and never had the chance to overcome that fear.
fear of love, notbeing loved, not loving.
fear of loneliness and leaving some one behind.
fear of happiness - not being able to give someone and not getting it from someone.
slowly that i realized,
i was afraid of living my life...
life that passed by me like a quartermile car race!!!
vrrrrrrrrrrrrooooooooooommmmmmmmmmm and gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how can i go back? how can i change things taht i know i should have control of?
i am confused????
is there someone else confused like me?
where are you?